tightfisted unprepared

You rockers out there may know from what song i got this line. i liked it because i can relate it to the feeling i have felt and still am enduring at the present moment.

everything that have happened and soon to be happening had and will have its reasons. and thus I say, Love hurts and sometimes its a good kind of hurting that we feel.

not all proper and right things are acceptable.

i cried when i read your message that you are still used to be waiting in there and look forward to seeing me pass by. i just don’t know but it kills reading messages like those. it is like hoping against hope, expecting for that thing to happen but you know it won’t be happening anymore.

i also miss passing by you. you were always there waiting for me to run into you and kiss the night away because I am going to say goodbye and you will expect me to come safely to where I am destined to go. But all of these have stopped and only God knows if these will happen again.

i have stated to you if what’s gonna happen in the future if i am going to come back. and we haven’t seen any possibility if we can endure again the freedom that we have been enjoying last time.

now, all we have is me and you. i may pass by again, but it won’t be the same.