she is still asking if you’re still used to be doing what you’ve been doing when we were still together.
of course, I had to think of a lie, and said “no”.
i looked directly to her eyes. she looked to mine. and i thought, ’she is still not convinced i am telling the truth. because i am really not’.
she will always tell me the same stories she’s been telling from the moment my footsteps stepped in that home. “he has been doing what he’s used to do. he is not worth your love. he is nonsense. no future. nothing at all.”
inside me, i am telling myself, “you have to believe her. she is telling the truth.”
what i don’t like, she keeps on putting you down even though she knows that I still love you. I still value you. I still believe in what you’re saying that you are promising will save your future.
i don’t know what Ill be doing in the end if my intuitions will not direct me to the proper place. Might REGRET this for all of my life.
i saw them, i ran for my life.
and i left you there. good thing you were excellent at following me.
it felt good when my new found brother-in-law told us that he is gonna surprise his bride whom he just wed yesterday that he is coming with her. They got married yesterday, but my sister is going back to Manila where she belongs, nyaha, no, where she works as a financial analyst in one of the international companies there.
When my sister was packing her things this afternoon, my brother-in-law secretly told us that he is gonna surprise her by coming with her in going back to manila. He is not gonna stay there coz he also has his own work here in iloilo, but of course, to commemorate their freshly legalized vows, he is coming with her and stay there until the end of the week.
isn’t it touching and so sweet if you’re in the shoes of the bride? heheh good thing for my sister, she found someone who is so madly inlove with her. And when they were already at the airport, getting ready to be on the plane, my sister called our mother and said, “Nay, tell tatay that my husband really loves me. He surprised me, really. He is coming with me in going back to Manila.” Haha.
She had no idea we already knew the plan.
never mind the “death threats” that my mother has been throwing on me. i know that I am loving someone who has done some unacceptable deeds to me and my family but who am i to not forgive him? I LOVE HIM. Sometimes, we just do not accept the fact that we can forgive and love again because the damage that has been etched in us can never be repaired.
He is subject to change all the bad things that have been hanging on his shirt. If he’s gonna hurt me again, then it will going be all my fault. But I am seeing good in him.
he was suppose to surprise me this coming Saturday. but a certain circumstance is gonna happen that it wouldn’t be possible to materialize. MY SISTER IS GONNA GET MARRIED! so the surprise which I undoubtedly acquired from a bet on the Pacquiao-Marquez Unfinished Business won’t be a sweet surprise anymore. nyeheheh.
