May 2008


i didn’t know it would end up like this. i never expected it. i like thinking of the things that had happened. I like thinking of the things that might happen at the end.  i like it when we move and play and act as if nothing happened but when our eyes meet, there is this something that’s so significant I can’t tell anybody but myself. I say shut up and don’t let them know. I say you won’t forgive yourself in the end. I say you will just keep hurting if you’ll continue in hallucinating. But it feels great inside. It feels light and colorful inside. i feel a thousand of sparks and blooming flowers keep on happening inside.

unfortunately…you are taken. and im taken.

wahahaah!

i agreed you never went with them.

when i decided not to agree, you became angry, and decided not to go.

how can i not disagree when you and your friends have your chuk-chak-chenes there?

i struggled to agree with it. i agreed in the later part.

you changed your mind and decided not to go, EVER.

and now it’s my turn to have my own outing and you get back to me by never agreeing with it.

there are no chuk-chak-chenes there!

i am still going!

i hope you success.

and i congratulate you for being the person that you are.

you sure don’t wanna lose me.

just be humble. keep your cool.

always be focused and keep on track.

ill say this, PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE.

:D