Imagine yourself saying these words. How would you feel and how would you react upon processing those words in your brain? I AM INLOVE, AND I AM GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR. Giddy. If I’ll be saying that, the first thing that I would bother to think of is, how would I want my surname be? The one like what GMA is using, or just use your husband’s family name? After all, that’s what you’ve been wishing for. Be your boyfriend’s wife.
Haha. Too shallow me. If I’ll be saying those words, in a mature perspective, I would be glad. I would be thinking about the other people who would be affected by this kind of move, but mostly, I’d be thinking about myself all the time. Will I be ready?
Yes, of course, I will be. ISUG! Hahaha. Next year, I will be 24 years old. Old enough to understand the things that teenage girls get confused about. Too old to know which among the confusing things are right and wrong. And too young for a thirty-three year old man.
But then I realized, it’s not the age that matters when getting married. Well in some ways, but it is not a major concern. What matters is the readiness and the LOVE which, if we’d compare it to food, is properly and deliciously cooked already ready to be served.
I’d be overjoyed if I get married next year. Because I AM IN LOVE. And I am getting ready. 
i have not revealed the real reason here in my heart why I broke up with my ex-boyfriend and end up with someone much deserving and much loving. I BROKE UP WITH MY EX-BOYFRIEND BECAUSE I FOUND SOMEONE NEW, SOMEONE BETTER. there…
is this a sin committed if you’re in a relationship? Yes, in some ways. I’ve been unfair as far as relationship is concerned. I have been too quick in making my decisions, I have been in a crooked and biased situation upon making that decision.
The moment I kissed that time my boyfriend now, I was still hooked and could not get out of the grip of my ex-boyfriend. Yes, I was still in a relationship when I sealed lips with somebody else. I was a naughty girlfriend and I become too messy with things that need consideration, that need some weighing before plunging into it.
I never imagined I could do that. But, I still did.
When heart and mind combine, I dare say, you’ll end up happy.
I am happy now. I never thought I’d feel this way. And I never thought I’d feel this satisfied upon coming up with that decision. I loved my ex-boyfriend in amazingly unexplainable reasons. And I would dare say, I was blinded by the physical beauty that i always see when facing him. I was so in love with him. WAS.
Now came this person who, not only is a childhood dream, but a person who you would always admire attitude-wise. A mature and learned person and somebody who I assure my life, will never hurt me, physically or emotionally. A much better somebody who never bumps his anger with my anger.
I realized that’s what I have been needing. Somebody who will never make me cry. Somebody who will love me even though I get too bratty. And somebody who is never insecure and afraid I might leave him.
Thank GOD I was biased.
