I get irritated when I’m being discouraged with the decision that I have made. My sister who is really, really not in favor of me being wed to my boyfriend, played the Devil’s Advocate this night. She got the news from our mother who can’t help but tell her my plans.
I knew from the very beginning that my older sister is really not letting me marry, be it anyone, at this age. She thinks I’m too young and had to explore more careerwise, expand my horizon wider, and see the bigger world. Those were her exact words when she was into the rotten hell of discouraging me. Hahah! She played the Devil’s Advocate, I played Bella Swan. She talked to me basing on her experiences of marrying, ‘undecidedly’. To think that she has just married this year, she has come to a realization already that she has decided too early and is really regretting it all. She is 28, by the way. Heheh! I welcomed her opinions, her realizations, but then I played Bella Swan so damn well that I really wanted to be a vampire eventhough I know she’ll be right in some ways. I stick to what I have decided.
I am marrying my boyfriend because I love him. I’ve been inlove with him, and now I am loving him SO MUCH. My sister asked me the question, are you inlove with him, or do you love him? I know there’s a trick in there, but then I answered LOVE, not INLOVE. And then she said, I AM A DEAD MEAT for mouthing out LOVE. And then I asked, what’s the fuss? Hahah! I should have answered INLOVE, she said discouragingly. I’ll be nosebleeding with this godammit DISCOURAGE word in this entry.
What’s the fuss really? Be it LOVE or INLOVE, I love my boyfriend and I am inlove with him. Que sera, sera. I’ll see the bigger world, expand my horizon wider, and explore the world WITH HIM. Heheh! I’ll make it right this time.
