I have sworn one time to a cousin, that if this someone I love would have all the guts to ask me to marry him right away (right away like now), I would really say yes. I have sworn that statement even when we were just flings, not boyfriends and girlfriends yet. And I kept what I have sworn and promised. I said YES right away when he asked me to marry him.
And the BIG question now, why did I decide so immediately. I remembered my little sister advising me to never ever make a concrete decision when you’re too sad or TOO HAPPY. I’ve never been so happy when he proposed. I was like floating in cloud 9 and my head was like wringing and I knew right away that any person in this world cannot decide properly when he/she is in his/her extremest of emotions. BUT I STILL SAID YES. At first, I wasn’t sure about it, but then as time went by, realizations went by, that extreme emotion I have felt led me to the right decision.
I was asked by a friend why I’ve ever made that decision, when my ex-boyfriend asked me to marry him, I didn’t even have to think twice to say NO. I answered her, this someone I love now, I know will take care of me. And then she reacted, the number one reason why I’m marrying this someone is becaue of SECURITY. Security is, according to a Psycology graduate friend, the top-ranking result of their research about what women want from their men. Well, I thought, it is true and it is right. My Psychology graduate friend, graduated and passed their thesis. 
My mother’s point of view which really dazzled me, she said that I made this decision because I don’t want any more crap from my previous relationship and I just wanted freedom from it. She’s also right. And TRUE, I just don’t want to be bothered by my stupid past anymore and I just want a new, free life.
BUT, here’s what I truthfully feel about this all brou-ha-ha. I wanna end up with this someone special because I just LOVE him that much I could not find anyone much more worthy of how I feel. He has always been a dream for me that I said YES right away when he proposed. And that proposal just happened eventhough he wasn’t yet my boyfriend! See the magic in there? That’s how I feel for him. That’s how I feel whenever I am with him.
