My husband’s going to Manila this Sunday. It will be his final “going to Manila” hoopla and I don’t know how I will feel. His first Manila trip since he came last May was June 29th. I cried for that even though I knew that he would come back after 1-2 weeks. 2nd trip to Manila was last August 10, I thought that would be the last trip away from me. The feeling I felt for that, I thought, was the worst I have ever had. Maybe one of it’s causes was I got sick I had to consult a doctor. Miracle happened that his boss allowed him to come home a week after August 10th. He came back home August 18th.
I don’t know how I will feel and experience if he goes to Manila on Sunday. I think it will be worst of the worst. So, what would I call that? HELL? Haaay…
