when being doubtful is having no trust, why am i feeling this way? i have doubts. i have done things that i surely know will hurt the feelings of someone else, then i am going through this excruciating experience of doubting or worrying he/she might not like or worse, might not LoVe me anymore.
the guilt just creeps the hell out of me! imm too spoiled i dont even think before saying the awful words from my mouth. i knew it, saying those words made this someone thought bad about me.
he spoiled me. and now im having doubts whether what he shows to me now are true or just to make me feel easy.
