last year’s Christmas was a happy one. we were still together. hmmm. now, i wasnt home and im kind of not used to it. you see, i am always home every christmas. its just that a lot of things happened and i am now realizing the things that I have done in my life…
i tend to just make it happy now. yup, it will not be the same but i will try to make it come closer to being the same with the past one.
i still cry. thats a sad fact. but its normal to cry for someone who made your christmas happy and worth-celebrating because of the feeling of being loved.
