there are times when nobody has got a consideration for you. wake you up in the middle of your much-needed sleep and tell you things you don’t have any plans to hear. your trusted person turns out to be not so trustworthy anymore and kick you off your butt. you wake up shivering not because of the cold that gets inside your stomach and affects your whole system but because of the thought that you’re gonna end up dead if you won’t perform well. you’re too sleepy to answer questions with finesse and grace thinking that you are doing it right. and somebody warns you to come and kill you if you mumble the wrong keyword. and you say, “sure, come, you can kill me” without any hesitation or fear that you’re sure gonna end up killed and murdered to pieces.
if all of these will happen, i want to stay away from the world. stay in my seat and just let the globe spin on its own and just leave me sitting there.
leave me alone.
