i hate to think and believe that i do things that i think thats good for me but bad for other people. i hate it that im doing them to be honest to myself but not to other people. i know its deep but the feeling of guilt and so much “being trapped” is overwhelming i don’t know what to do next when a bad thing happens.
i have decided to do a thing that I’m sure will hurt those people who don’t know that I’m doing it now. (nagdadrugs ka bah?hahaha) They are those people whom I needed the hug from when I was in so much trouble. They are the saviors in my life who cried when I cried from time to time. I know I am going to disappoint them with this decision but I have looked at the other side of the spectrum and I understood. I should be the one who should decide and make decisions for myself. Not them. But I love them.
C R O S S R O A D
I so hate to be in it.
